I've been so disjointed the last few week...
Between the whole computer failing issue, I also had some personal stuff to deal with, but thats not quite that important...
So many things has happened in those three weeks, I don't know where to begin...
I tell Estevon that time will heal all wounds (not quite in that phrasing). The whole Kristina ordeal has hit not just them, but everyone hard, and it sucks. i use to tell myself I wouldn't pick a side, but I want Estevon to be my best man. Eventually. How could I hurt my friendship over a single person. Same with Carlie. I'm sure Carlie still talks to Krystina, but I'm sure the bond between the two will never be the same. I've been wanting to talk to her about everything that has happened, but I cant bring myself to do it. Half fear of Estevon's reaction, half fear of what will happen. I fell as if I abbandoned a friend, and it kills me, whats she's going throgh must be worse.
