Just Like Ron Blackwell Told me...

I watched the Watchmen, and I enjoyed every fucking moment of it.
It was amazing. It did have a massive blue penis in it (even more massive at the IMAX), but I was strangely fine with it. Some good quotes though...

• I'm going to leave this shit hole of a country, and forget all about this place and its fucking people.
• I'm not locked in here with you, your locked in here with me.
• Why would I save a world I no longer have stake in?
  

Poy was acting weird tonight at work, a mixture of too nice, and a bitch all at once. Sigh... Its weird, cause I think that Estevon and kevin has been saying is true, I think I do kinda like her, but it would never work out...

Tommrow. double decker, kareoke.

Handball Smanball

Picking out a new laptop is hard, especially when you want an awesome tiny one...

SO Julio called and asked me to play handball with him. I usually like my time before work quiet, needing a good work out, I agreed. I have never played handball before, so the experience was new to me. I learned one thing though... I suck something hard. Even though I did progress somewhat by the end of the grueling hour of suck, I was still weeks away from being Julio good.

Last night was the first good Wednesday at work... ever. All due to Monica. Hopefully tonight goes just as smooth, cause that midnight showing of Watchmen calls for me. Luring me to an early grave that I will so happily accept...

Great Way To Kill The Mood

I hate her.

I don't say that very often so my word do ring true. I really do. This isn't even a 'whaaa, I hate my family they don't understand me thing'. No, it's a why would you fucking do that to your own son thing.
Seriously, how dare she.
She didnt even tell me she was going to do it, never expected it, all she told me was that she was going to start it up, so of course I handed her the keys, and what did she do when I was away...
Sell my car.
How? Why? I don't care anymore. She was the one who ruin our relationship, and now I doubt it will ever be repaired.
Trust is everything to me, and what do I do when I can't even trustto one who I should love the most?

I look back at the weekend, and I wonder why I was so naieve. I had the greatest weekend, and it tainted buy this. All of those people I met, all of the things I did, all of it, shadowed by the sick relixation thast I cant trust my mother.

She dosnt even understand what I went through, why I coulnt get it on the road, she wasnt even fucking there, so how the fuck would she know.....
How!?

No, I can't do this anymore, I need some time to sleep, and to think about it all...

The Necrosis of a High Speed Pursuit

Last night was fun.
Justin is fucking awesome, and work went by with ease. As long as your with the people you like work can be how ever you want it...
Not the point.

After work me and Kevin went on a high speed pursuit. It was awesome. Makes me want to start our private detective agency. Marotta/Masalaz, renegade detectives...

Awesome, pure awesome....

Necronomicon is this weekend, leaving for it in in an hour or so. I can only hope its fun...
I know I'll have a few good stories....

Speeking of stories, I'm going to start writing them more often on the Hub, I need to cronical what my book will be about. I think I'm gonna call, The life and Times of a Jerk Named Zooma (and his nicer personality Peter)...

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Now playing: Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Possess Your Heart

The Working Process of Friendship

I've been so disjointed the last few week...
Between the whole computer failing issue, I also had some personal stuff to deal with, but thats not quite that important...

So many things has happened in those three weeks, I don't know where to begin...

I tell Estevon that time will heal all wounds (not quite in that phrasing). The whole Kristina ordeal has hit not just them, but everyone hard, and it sucks. i use to tell myself I wouldn't pick a side, but I want Estevon to be my best man. Eventually. How could I hurt my friendship over a single person. Same with Carlie. I'm sure Carlie still talks to Krystina, but I'm sure the bond between the two will never be the same. I've been wanting to talk to her about everything that has happened, but I cant bring myself to do it. Half fear of Estevon's reaction, half fear of what will happen. I fell as if I abbandoned a friend, and it kills me, whats she's going throgh must be worse.

A Tale as Long as Time...

Sigh...

It sucks when you see a friend in pain.
It's even worse when you see your best friends who has always been there for you in emotional pain.

The sad part is, we all saw this coming, we all saw that it would eventually have to come down to them breaking up, it was inevitable. But we didn't see how hard it would hit all of us. Top that with not know what to do about it. It just sucks.

Only time will tell, sadly enough.

Pain, Break Steady.

Life at this moment sucks.

Trying to get in shape is hard, but as your trying to do it, you get a gum infection, on top of your wisdom tooth acting up, on top of a cracked tooth, its hard.

Last week, nothing seemed to be helping, lack of sleep, and the incredible pain was kiling me. All night I would wander back and forth from the kitchen to the living room. Now I know what a zombie feels like. Hell, I was even moaning...

Meditation was working for a while. During thise sleepless nights I would sit there, blank and empty. I just let go of everything, and the pain left. Then I would break out of it, and the pain would come back, and I woulden't be able to get back into that state of mind.

Yesterday was the worse, but I was saved.

It's go to know I always have people there for me.

Now that I'm on the regiment of Biaxin, and Vicodin (which only costed 5$) I'm feeling better, but its still gonna be a long week.

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Now playing: We Are Scientists - Can't Lose